Last time this year, I was packing up my stuff at the
Crackhouse and getting ready to move back down the street to my home at Boston
College. Today, I’m sitting in my little beach house in the South Pacific,
taking a break after doing a few loads of laundry by hand (mostly ankle-length
skirts and formal puletasis), watching my new lizard friend skitter around the
living room and hoping the huge crab from the bathroom doesn’t make another
appearance, at least until Jackie comes home. Woah. Ok, so my life has changed
a lot.
I went from shorts and tanktops, jeans and boots and my
fleece and rainboots, to long skirts, puletasis, lavalavas (like a sarong), and
nothing but flipflops (even, now, when hiking). I went from being a student for
the last 16 years of my life to suddenly being a teacher. People look at me as
if I’m a grown up (as if!). My little beach house is gorgeous, right on the
beach and in the corner of the jungle, but there’s no TV or internet, and an
hour of phone calls back to the states has left me minute-less and cut off from
the outside world. It’s Sunday, which, here, is a day of rest. I told a friend
that today, saying Sunday’s are boring. He asked, oh, nothing’s open on
Sundays? Well, no. “Everything” is open…. It’s just that “everything” is a
couple of less-than 7-11 sized stores, and I already spent $10 on mayonnaise
and Tabasco sauce yesterday, so I’m cut off for a bit.
I don’t really think I can explain what it’s like living
here to anyone… there are so many little, strange, crazy things that I find out
every day. At this point, I’m not even shocked anymore. And, mostly, I love it.
It’s where I want to be, and it’s what I want to be doing. This, in every way,
is the adventure I signed up for, the crazy thing I wanted to do after my 4
amazing years in college. I live on a tiny island in the South Pacific. I’m
teaching high school… like, actual high school students, every day, for a year.
I’m meeting new people, and learning a million things everyday, about the
island, life, and myself. It’s so cool.
But every once in a while, it hits me that I should be
heading back to Boston right now. This has been an awesome vacation, but, oops,
time to go back! And then I realize that, no, that part of my life is over… I
won’t be going back to Boston anymore. I’ll never again go to BC where I lived
in a dorm nicknamed “the hotel”, ate cooked to order meals at Lower, and had to
walk a total of 5 minutes to see any one of my best friends, the people who,
now, are spread out around Boston, New York, Miami, New Jersey, California,
Arizona, Europe, and a million other places. And then I miss my old life like
crazy.
Even then, though, I don’t really wish I was back in Boston,
back in the Gate, back at MA’s (well, ok, maybe back at MA’s…). Mostly, I just
wish all my friends were here in my tiny beach house with me, watching the
lizard, freaking out about the crab (they move so weirdly! Yech!), and enjoying
the view.
Moral of the story: I miss everyone, and love everyone very
much. Now, come visit!!! It’s only 4 plane rides away…